ihateyouandnowthatyousayyouwerelyingidontevenknowwhattothinkifthisisanotheroneofyourjokesithinkyouhaveafuckeupsenseofhumorourloveisajoketooiguesscuzitwasjustafewdaysagoandifyouwannasayshitlikethisiguessitstillisfuck.
i’m shaking. i want to leave this goddamn house and drive for hours until i run out of gas and get out of my car and get the closest music and alcohol i can find and just drink and be merry and forget completely, until the next morning, when i’ll wake up with a headachee, and then i’ll just repeat. i’ll just keep forgetting until i don’t feel like i need to forget anymore.
you’re just never gonna stop fucking up are you?? there’ll always be a new way for you to get fucked up. so why stop?? why stop and see what a real fucking life has when chemicals can give you all this shit you’ve got
do you ever have that feeling when someone is your best friend but you’re not theirs
(Source: ameliahpond)